He's not in the house right now.. hasnt been for 1.5 yrs while stationed elsewhere. that is why I want to try to be in the same house for the 3 months he will be back (oct-dec)... I feel that too much seperation has been part of our problem. but alas he is determined to have his way. so even though I said I would let things go this weekend.. I have gotten some boxes and started doing some packing of stuff I dont use daily. Its been tough, finding pictures of us and post cards with alot of mushy I love you and you are the love of my life yada yada. I figured best to leave those here for him.. so when he does come off of his high from being independent and on the go he may remember what he use to have...
otherwise.. I am feeling pretty good. it was actually freeing to take everything out of his night stand and dump it in a box and shove it in his closet... yes.. If I am moving I am taking all of the furniture with me!! I bought it when we bought the house 5 yrs ago and I am not letting some other woman use it when I am gone... so he can live out of boxes until he finds time to shop for more...
oops there goes my bipolar betty routine... back in check.. happy me will get buzy again and find joy in cleaning and decluttering my stuff so its all in order for my move to the condo!!
I hope you have a great weekend!! Mary
M - 45 1st marriage H - 45 2nd M -T - 14 yrs M - 13 yrs S - due to job location since 1/08 B - 7/6/2009 EA revealed -9/3/2009 began 6/09 E/A end 9/09 piercing: since 10/09 long distance
