Thank you Karen, I really appreciate it.

I talked to my dad, he's disgusted. Tells me to get rid of her and make a fresh start. Go get a lawyer.

Well, I've been playing and singing this morning. Kids outside playing, that's good.

W went to Costo. Came back, knocked on my door. Asked if I wanted her to make me lunch, and put a bag of "Almond Crunch" on my desk.

What's this? I ask. Goodies she said.
I just looked at her like she was crazy. Then I said. "No."

She looked upset, but I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Oh, thanks for snacks! Since you're in a giving mood, how about freaking WORKING ON OUR MARRIAGE.

It's occured to me to say, you've said you'll do anything for me. I know you think you're sure. But if you can do anything for me, then do this for me. Just put this off. Call this off and give me some time.

Is that even worth saying?