Yep, I had and continue to have similar feelings. However, I try to make the most of the time I have with D8. Is it the ideal situation for her or myself? No, but it is up to me to make our time together pleasant and when we are not together, it is again up to me to take advantage of my "free" time. These are the cards we have been dealt, may as well make the most of it and stop dwelling on the negative.