That's your whole problem. Since the beginning, you've made it all about you. How YOU had the affair. How YOU were going through issues. How YOU told her to essentially piss off.
Stop thinking about YOU for a change. Now it's her turn and her feelings. For once start thinking about HER feelings and not about you.
I've been at this for over a year and my W is just starting to turn around. You're going to need alot more patience and understanding through her eyes to succeed.
All I here is you whining about how much YOU hurt. After you dragged her life through hell. Let her go and detach. Let her see you've changed and get to trust you again.
It's out of your hands for once. For once, she's calling the shots of what happens in her life. Start thinking about HER life. HER needs for a change and see what happens.
Sounds harsh, but karma's a bitch.
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Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
