Back from the library and have crashed - again. Can't get it out of my head that H is with OW this weekend, no matter how much I try. Went to find the spider-buster and it's missing, so that feels like a major trauma - decided to mow the lawn instead and H obviously had a 'clean up' in the shed before he left, so mower now buried and I can't be bothered to fight my way back and retrieve it. Everything is too much effort today ... and even my pep talk to myself amd re-reading threads is not working. My mind is torturing me.
Got the 5 Love Languages and Passionate Marriage from the library so will go read them - out in the fresh air. Coffee and a sweater ... cats by my side. :o(
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
