Thanks fallgirl. I realize I had a part in this. I made some mistakes and a lack of communication on both our parts amplified those mistakes and helped foster her loss of feelings for me. This of cours adds guilt to the whole equation. I am trying to detach, but I still base some of it on how it affects my M. Meanwhile, w is talking to me less and less. Although she did look up family things to do with the family tomorrow. It also seems right now like I can't do anything right. One of my 180s was to do more around the house. So, I have been doing almost all of the chores. Also, I washed and detailed her truck. I'm not expecting thank you's but something other than her windows have water marks would be nice. Just trying to live with it, a d hope for a breakthrough at retro. I am off from work this coming week, it will be me a d the boys all week. I have much planned.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
