In Limbo

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Thanks Roadback. I have to tell you I came home from work still aggravated. She just lies to everyone that we are working on things. When the truth is that I feel she is just trying to break me. Getting me to just file so she can move on.

She kept asking me tonight what is the problem. She said my attitude and tension was giving her anxiety. Her anxiety?? She asked what is wrong again. I just said that was an insult. What the hell does she think is the problem"?? She actually started pushing the issue with the kids at dinner. My youngest actually said are you getting a divorce. I just left tonight and went to the healthclub before I said anything stupid. I wanted so bad to explode and tell her what I really felt. I was mr. happy the last 7 or 8 days. The one day I can't act, that the whole thing gets to me, she can't handle it....

I am not superman. I can't come home and smile every stinking day...I do feel my emotional attachment slipping away. I sometimes have a hard time just looking her in the eye.

Thanks Road.