Thank you, and you're right it is. Im just extremely upset tonight and feeling sorry for myself. Im lonely and I miss ...what we had...I called a couple of friends and they are coming by later for a movie night. Anything to get my mind back off him.

Everyone here that has posted has given me some great advice and I know I am being a child right now. I would throw a temper tantrum on the floor but would give myself a headache if I did...not to mention probably injure myself.

My weak moments seem to be coming more often and I can't figure out why. I KNOW better, but my heart isnt cooperating at all.

I keep telling myself I can't do anything about it. Tonight Im just not listening I guess.