You keep saying in different posts that you have let go of the OM so to speak but, you keep brining up this and other issues so obviously you still need to work on getting past it. It is like you are still punishing W. It really does sound like you think she owes it to you.
JAK
Will post more lately but I have to commit on this.. Jak, it is really strange but I am NOT punishing W. I know it takes Two to tango but I have forgiven her. In my mind it's HIM. Maybe No code can understand but it's a guy thing. I know she is sorry. I know she told me they should not have had sex. And knowing my wife yes she did call him but he was the one that initiated things. Guess in some ways I need to be more like him. This morning I had an appointment with the prosthetic business. I was to observe the Tech as he built and artificial leg. (It was great more later). Anyway as I was leaving wife was fixing her breakfast. I went up behind her and put my arms around her and said I will see you later. I then pulled her hair aside and kissed her neck. I rubbed her sides little and then as I let go I kind of slid my hand down across her hips…….I don’t know about her but I sure did get excited touching her again like that.
OT I need to correct you. It may seem to you the way I write things that the sex is all about me. It never was. I was never happy unless she had an O first. I also think that was part of the problem was I was always trying to please her. Ok I need to go but I promise I have more to say latter. THANK YOU everyone for putting up with wishy washy Doc….
You will be happy to know that the more I am planning my “road trip” the less the OM becomes an issue…. Yoyo.. As for the “text messages” I have put little notes in her panty drawer, left notes on the mirror. She never responds.. Not sure if they piss her off or get her thinking…one of the craziest things and I don’t know why I am telling you this was on her box of “always” under the bathroom sink…. I wrote “I love you “above the always…. Bye 4 now
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
