Because we are past the process of being friends, and have to fake it. You want to be more than friends. Understandable.
But I think it is good what you are doing and how you are handling things. If this happens again where he says he cannot show up, just say oh were you going to stop by? Oh yeah, I forgot. Well okay...
Be a little flip, a little forgetful, and show him life goes one w/o him (even if it doesn't lol).
((((hugs)))))
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..