I'll accept that you have a good awareness of what it means to detach, I think it would serve you well to put it into action.
The point being that you have shown the patience to keep going. So let the current crap flow under the bridge, and once it's gone, get up, and keep on.
Yes, now those are words that I can sink my teeth into and then digest. You couldn't be anymore on target Jeff. Now I need to be on target with me. The last week to ten days I have taken a beating and been pulverized. IN boxing, if you drop your hands after having scored a few upper cuts then you can fully expect that the antagonized opponent (if they are in any way engaged) will take full advantage of the oportunity to score some haymakers themselves. I dropped my hands and now I am bloodied. Good thing I have the ultimate corner man! And you guys are my handlers. I have never been someone who could get much done without a good kick in the rear. So I welcome your thoughts and comments. I will clearly admit and offer an apology for acting pissy about the suggestions and comments yesterday. My natural response is to be defensive and guarded when I get approached with questions that I would rather not deal with. ANd add to that the turmoil of the past long while with the real estate hunting stress that I have been under, which I defused yesterday by tossing aside at the 11th hour and I was even more sensitive/defensive then I am normally.
So, sorry stuck if your head got partially chewed off as a result of those antics. Kinda funny how that ties slightly in to my earlier boxing analogy from earlier. Guess I have a touch of Mike Tyson in me ...hope I only got the ear and nothing more dude. The devil had better beware if he is going to go toe-toe with me! Eaaah ..he's a coward anyway and he never would.
I think I may have the 'horse' in sight to be able to get back to riding again.
off to get my rest. not coincidentally that has been something that has not been a part of the program lately. Functioning at anything close to full potential is never possible without adequate rest (none of us are superman or wonderwoman ..though we get deluded)
The 'horse' will seem a little slower to acquire and me a little faster once the sleep box is checked off. I have a myriad of other boxes ..but one at a time for the moment.
good thing I got some decent sleep at hotel last night cuz todays attempt at sleep was kinda a dud. And prior to that the prayer time was very uplifting and supremely comforting.
Under His outstretch mighty protective arms I seek and am provided great shelter and protection ..by his grace.
did the nearly two mile run today with my pace dog at my side. I need to find a better way to cheat in the last 70 yard mad dash sprint against her ..just when I think I got her worn out she seems to find 6th gear and gets out in front. She only beat me by a couple dog lengths today though .. I am gonna catch her on an off day and blow by her. She is almost as quick as a jack rabbit ..speaking of she nearly caught one a couple weeks back. She was on its tail for a good stretch. She probably would have jumped back out of fright. She is way too tenderhearted.
Hope they weren't too rumbling! See any meteors? I saw several flashing across the sky tonight.
Hope you catch up on sleep soon...I tend to fall asleep pretty easily these days myself.
Take care friend...
No, the meteor viewing was an impossibility tonight on the East Coast with the stormy weather. I pretty much spent the whole night in the clouds and in the driving rain.
I will check up on your 9 pages when I return from my trip this weekend.
you wanna fly to st. louis on Sunday for a couple hours??? lol I have a 3-4 hour delay, yuck!
have a good rest of the week.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
