UPSIDE DOWN and struggling badly.

[Eskimo Nell]

(((Sanderika))) I'm quite excited now. Far be it from me going to bed sad tonight, yet again I have been lifted by my DB'ing buddies. Thank you.

I made bread for H a few weeks ago and he told me what I should do with it! I tried again last Friday and he took it that time, so I hear your message about the cookies. I shall get to baking at the weekend ... custard slices or applie pie -that should do the trick!! I like the way to go ... and yes, I shall certainly tackle the tasks that we spoke of with more vigour now that I can see where it can lead.


One question though - it seems that as H is possibly not acting as most do in MLC, could I have really got it wrong that he is not suffering such and, if that is the case, perhaps I should believe him that he is just over our M and his feelings really are as dead as he says they are??

I feel encouraged that he promised to get the house valued this weekend and he has evidently not made any such plans. I feel encouaraged by the fact that your D has been averted, though the law in Australia is different to the rest of the world. I have only ever threatened him with me D him when I have been really angry and can't cope with this anymore - it feels that to just do it and get it over with would be far easier in the long run than all this constant torture. It would make me far sadder though - once that day comes, I know that I will have lost him forever.

OK - gotta go. I have some serious work to be getting on with!! Will check in tomorrow .. hope work goes well for you!