W and I went to "our" bar/grill and had dinner and some drinks. Had a really good time. W had a little too much to drink and when we went to bed I gave her a kiss goodnight and told her I loved her and she closed her eyes really tight and shook her head no.
I asked her what that was about and she said "I didn't do anything". So I just kissed her again and we snuggled and went to sleep.
So....Sounds like to me she's still punishing herself. Also seems to me she doesn't think she deserves my love, or can't understand how I can still love her.
Might be reading it wrong, but that's what it seemed like to me.
Comments?
Hope4us
Me - 49, W 49 S22 & S18 Dday 9/4/07 W claims NC 4/7/08 8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.
