WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

It was a great day with the boys. After breakfast , the three of us packed for our trip. They were very excited to see my friends an their kids.

I did text her "In CT" as she asked me to let her know as I walks awaybfrom her in the driveway this morning. I had said "ok" without even looking at her. She had replied to the text "thanks"

No call from her to the kids tonite. Don't know what she's doing or who she's doing it with but I don't care.

My buddy and gia wife has been very supportive and haven pressed me for detials. When I get down a little they do listen but I force myself back to the moment of enjoying the moment with the kids

So goes another day

Not sure if it is getting easier or not

I hope it does