I have been very busy... and sorry to bend everyone's ear but I need to vent.
Things have been up and down, mostly up but his anger and twisted thinking can really get in the way. Both kids moved out this week - and I am sad - but we finally get to be alone and uninterrupted and he starts a fight with me. I don't get it. It is also a vacation time for us and we aren't spending it together? I don't get it again. Does anyone else know something that I don't?
He has six and half months sobriety. We have everything set up to move next month, and now he is thinking otherwise... I just want to scream! One would think that this man doesn't want to be with me. Does anyone agree with that or not? This behavior of his is old pattern - but still... I am feeling unwanted and abandoned. (Not to mention sad at the moves of my kids into the real world)
And yes, he still attends meetings and we are in MC.


Me late 50's
M 9/06
D 4/11