I dint go out. Feeling pretty weak actually. Going thru the divorce papers and calculating money etc... I hope this ends nicely. Cant get into fights, legal or other kind...
My lawyer friend said that if I file and we go into a dispute, with the proof I have, the divorce will come out in his fault. Which means he pays for the lawyers and probably the judge will be nicer to me. I dont even want to go there. I want us to file jointly after we have agreed on everything...