Well you certainly can't blame her. There have been studies that show it takes a MINIMUM of 2 years to emotionally get over an affair for the person who was betrayed. And that's only if the person in the A had shown true remorse and was willing to do whatever it took to alleviate the betrayed partner's fears.
Since you only showed her that you wanted back after she found someone else, it shows her that you aren't sincere. Sure you might have been thinking of coming back for awhile, but lets face it, you didn't show her any of that so it doesn't count.
Space and alot of prayer.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
