#66 Looking for Susnhine...

[Kalni]

The truth is, it is much easier this time. He has been away for almost 2 years and although last year he has been sleeping in my bed on and off, there was never any connection... Maybe a few moments when he was on "no speaking terms" with her.

Whatever. I cant get stuck to this. I cant let anymore of my time go wasted because 1 man was an insensitive heartless bastard (and a jerk).

It's all clear now. Everything is out in the open. I have no guilt, no remorse, no "what ifs" that tortured me for so long.

I am sad and sorry for my kids. But I did all I could to protect them and offer them a family as it should be. But, there was only so much I could do on my own.

So, I am turning the page and trying to handle my anger and sadness the best way I can. And I will wait.
K

[Kalni]

And Sunshine should be spelled correctly....

[mishka422]

Good idea to start a new thread K. Maybe I should do that too since I'm on page 60 for heavens sakes!

Are you feeling better today? Stomach bug stopped attacking?

[Kalni]

Yes, much better. Thanks Mish. I may be going out with a different group of friends even. Not sure I can handle it but I will try I think...

[mishka422]

Good for you! Don't overdo it though. You need your health!

[Kalni]

I dint go out. Feeling pretty weak actually. Going thru the divorce papers and calculating money etc... I hope this ends nicely. Cant get into fights, legal or other kind...

My lawyer friend said that if I file and we go into a dispute, with the proof I have, the divorce will come out in his fault. Which means he pays for the lawyers and probably the judge will be nicer to me. I dont even want to go there. I want us to file jointly after we have agreed on everything...

[Virtually_Handsome]

(((((Kalni)))))

I want us to file jointly after we have agreed on everything...

That's a worthy goal. Just make sure you don't shortchange yourself to achieve it.

[Kalni]

I was going to go to work today but kept my original vacation schedule and stayed home. Will do some things around the house and highlight my hair. Funny, I feel beautiful lately. Weight is a big thing for me I am afraid. Need to deal with that.

I need to paint and finish up some money making projects...

[BobbiJo]

K,

I just got highlights yesterday! I am a blonder version of me...

I am feeling better too. I have lost 7 pounds so far (not sure in kilos). I am down one pant size since school got out in May. Makes me feel better when clothes fit better.

OK going to bed. Enjoy your day off!

[BobbiJo]

Just fixed the spelling in the "Subject" for you. I can't change it in the main title of the thread, but at least it is fixed for when we post to you.