If I am an idiot, I like it that way. I do what feels right. I think I usually get it.
I know you'll be shiny on the outside. When you need to let the sad side one, you've got a place to go, ok? Though I don't have any objection to seeing the shiny side as well!
Pining. I don't think I'm pining. I'm disappointed. I'm probably a bit doubtful about myself, though I am pretty sure that's unfounded.
On the other hand, I am pretty optimistic about the future. Maybe a bit impatient. Ready to turn the page, but the page isn't ready to be turned. Getting close though.
The nails breaking.... sounds tragic! I don' think us guys understand!
I got to see S19 this morning as I left the house. Reminded him hot to goof of all day, as he needs to get his stuff packed. His head nodded in the right direction, but I have a feeling the last hour will be interesting. His best friend was over, I have a feeling it's not a recipe for successful packing!
Someone wise pointed out to me that I seem to be operating from fear, as far as not moving forward. There might be some truth to that. I think it may be more fear of what's ahead, than fear of leaving what's behind. So, it's time to put that fear behind me as well. Paperwork starts today.