Putting Out the Fire with Gasoline...

[blindsided1]

Thanks ST. I'm glad I didn't either. But, I have to admit the companionship and feeling cared for and knowing I totally turned someone on like that...felt really good. But, I know he isn't it. I know this. He is a really great guy and a good friend, but he has a lot of the same qualities as my Ex. They even look alike. So, I'm trying to be more cautious about my feelings and how I act upon them.

As for Ex....I try not to TELL him what to do. Sometimes I word it wrong. I just wish he cared more about K's upbringing than his own desire to "win" or be "right". I have 17 more years of this crap with him. I can't even imagine. So, maybe I should go back to leaving him out of the loop unless it is an emergency. That seems to work better. If he wants to be part of her life outside of his visitation time..he can make the effort. I seem to be fighting an uphill battle.