I was walking faithfully. It was helping, but not overall like the gym would have but I have the baby so leaving her to go to the gym wont work. When I get down and/or overwhelmed I bail on exercise. I overeat as well. I managed to get out and walk again yesterday. Was nice. Hoping to go again today.
I am trying to keep contact with exh to business only. Its hard. For example, last night he texts after his meeting.
Exh: How is baby? Me: Shes great. Exh: Whats wrong? Exh: Whats wrong? Me: Nothing. Doing well. Exh: No, you are acting strange again. Are you in a mood? Me: Nope..happy. Exh: D14 made the team. Thought you would want to know. Me: Good for her!
If I pull away he thinks I am in a bad mood or mad. I want him to see I am a happy person without him. Why does he think I am miserable without him? Uggh.
Oh, and I can always tell when he is with gf. The texts are all business like. He sent one in the afternoon, must have been on his way to meeting with gf "give baby kiss for me. Thanks" then he sends the chatty ones when she isn't around.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
