Young couple in need of help

[sumguy27]

I love her so much it hurts the bones. I love my kids with every ounce of strength I have. This what I want. I want my family back. I want to portect her. When I saw her I just wanted to break down and hold her and just make out with her like old time sake.

I didn't expect no return after I cooked. I just told her I missed cooking for you. I missed doing this. I missed us both together with the kids. For a split momment it was like the old days.

She took a lot of energry out of me last night. I feel like giving up but I can't either.

Stronger I only make the dish on special occasions.since growing up with just sisters and my mom, they taught me how to cook. Plus I get creative with cooking. And when I envision who I'm cooking it for it taste even better for them. Since we have seperated, I haven't cooked a good meal like that. I did spoil her a lot before because I was the better cook and I wanted to show my appreciation. Even my ramen noodles taste better then hers she said.

I'm worn out. I'm trying hard to not give up. I keep thinking about my kids future. The fartest her thoughts went was what are we going to do during winter?