Not much better. It's weird, all of a sudden it just kinda hit me again. I woke up this morning after little sleep and I must have been having a pleasant dream because I was feeling pretty good for about half a second, and then suddenly I was kicked in the chest with the realization of what is going on again. I fell asleep driving into work, fortunately the rumble strips on the expressway woke me up. I am now on my third red-bull trying to stay awake. I did fall asleep at my desk earlier, and I was having a wonderful dream about W, when I woke up, our wedding song was playing on the radio. Then I got really sad. I can't believe your W puts pics up too. Are we married to the same W? I get calls from mutual friends saying Wow, looks like you guys had fun last night, were you the one holding the camera? Or from friends who know what is going on with us: WTF? How could she go out like that and leave you home?
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
