New to this Community seeking advice

[JR09]

I checked on this website the status of the divorce proceedings. It would have been dismissed tomorrow FRI. But the last computer entry showed that an affidavit was filed for retention of the case on the court calendar. I guess my WAW waited til the last minute to stop the D from being dismissed.
It really bothered me all night. I thought about calling her and ask her "why". But when I think of it, the filed affidavit doesn't mean all is over. It just prolongs the status quo I've been in for the past 6 months. Nothing new really. But the timing of the affidavit also tells me that my W really is not sure of what she wants to do ultimately. Of course I am just speculating and mindreading at this point. I always believe that if she truly wanted all this over with, it could have been done months ago. I take it my W is still in a state of ambivalence and is wrestling with the idea of reuniting or cuting ties. I don't know. I have no idea. I am just trying to motivate myself and see the positive in all this madness.

JR