Ups and Downs

[Orich]

GMA,
On the weekends W will talk about when the boys are older, we will do this, or lets redo the front stoop on the house, all sorts of stuff about the future as if we will all be a together as a family. Then, during the week, either she comes home for dinner and leaves to go out with friends getting all dolled up like you said, or sometimes I will just get a text message that she isn't coming home after work, tell the boys she will see them in the morning. At least she hasn't taken her rings off, but who knows how long until they come off.
When we are home together, there is no conversation other than necessary stuff.
She used to tell me she would be happy not going out at all. Her idea of a perfect evening was the 2 of us cuddled together on the couch watching tv.
It still bothers me that she goes out without me. Sometimes, if I am in a particularly sadistic mood, I'll look at the pictures she puts up on myface of her evenings. She also usually is out until midnight sometimes.
When I pick up the boys after work, the first thing they ask me now is will mommy be home for dinner tonight?