I wish there were more people like you... what you do is so hard, and so important. I do understand that it hurts you to know that you can't help them all. And that you feel like you've got obligations to both groups. And that it is impossible to do both. But surely that isn't a fault in you?

I think it comes back to where you think you can do the most good in the long run. And I know you can do a lot of good.