Ok Michelle, i need you to come out here at once and be my personal assistant. You are on the ball! Thanks for the tips.
Well BF wouldn't really see me being new. I was taking D to the airport so there was a suitcase in the car, sure he could see that. Both dogs with me. {Not the new thing he needed to see.} I have wanted a german shepherd for nearly 20 yrs, and soon after bf left I got her. He knows the fluffy dog, she was lying down tho. And the GSD has those antennae ears and I'm sure he couldn't have missed them cuz she was sitting up. He's probably thinking WTF? Car is not clean. Brake light STILL out. Another pet. I only slept a couple hours and rushed around to get my kid ready to go so I can't say I was looking my best. He couldn't have really seen me very well tho, with the giant puppy in the back. Well he doesn't hate dogs, doesn't love them, but it's cats that give him the eeby geebies. I had my current dog and an old Rottweiler when I met him, so a 2nd dog shouldn't freak him out too much. STOP that train of logic.... I also had 2 cats when I met him. Anyway I don't think this helped except that it would put me in his thoughts and he might wonder about the suitcase.
No Lola. No affair. I've been through that and the scars have left me very sensitive, I could spot that a million miles away now. Absolutely not the situation at all. I know he's a man. But he is unusual and highly principled. He is almost like a woman when it comes to that stuff. Honestly he wouldn't be able to be in our bed together if he left ow. And I know he was working his arse off and always coming home dirty and tired. Not the way he'd look if he'd met someone. I'm positive that it's not the case.
Left work early to see 3 apts., but agent cancelled at the last minute. I may have to take a vacation from work to get this all done.
I'm good. My girly is gone and I miss her, but it's nice and quiet which I like too. My house feels like an oven. It's just awful. If I turn on ca the house will become contaminated with mold. If I buy fans, it's more stuff to get rid of when I move. I'm suffering. That dang kid baked in here all day the other day. Can you imagine. It's nearly 100 out and she had the oven on at 375 all afternoon. Now I can't get the heat out. If it weren't for the mosquitos, I'd sleep in the back yard. It's that miserably hot. Horrible. I think i'll sleep in D's room tonight, she's on the lower floor and it's a bit cooler down there.