In about a half hour it will be time to go home. For some reason, I feel like I have been hit by a huge wave of loneliness. I know when I get home I'll have a half hour with my boys before they go to bed, then thats it. I will probably go to the gym to get out of the house. I have been reading a lot of successes on here today. A lot of people are doing well. I am very happy for them. But I just really feel down right now. I haven't cried in a while, but I feel like it now. I certainly won't show w any negative emotion. She used to be my comfort. I have seen some very, very bad things in my career. Always I would keep my demeanor up while doing my job. But when I came home, I could unburden myself with my W. Now that I am filled with pain, I can't go to her. I don't know why this is suddenly hitting me now. I think I have been doing pretty good lately. Anyone ever get these jags? How do you get out of them?
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
