What do I do tomorrow? I'm thinking of acting like it doesn't bother me. That I have other more interesting things to do. No chit chat. Just fill out the forms and go about my day. Does that sound too aloof?
I think you need to keep a few things in mind.....
Dignity
Honor
Grace
And think about what it is that you want to project to her...
This is an oppurtunity for you to shine through this...
Not so sure that you can shine and project darkness at the same time....
You have done the work on yourself ( I assume )
Maybe it's time to NOT plan your actions beforehand and just let MW come out for a while...
Trust yourself that YOU are real, and that your work payed off for you....
And if that isn't enough ?
You can only be who you really are E....nobody else...
Trust YOU through this....
If it feels like an act, then that's all it will ever be....
