Ahhh Pain, oh how I wish my H was as sorry as you are. But its only us LBS that feel this level of guilt commitment. I'm the same way. Before H and I got marriage, we were having a bad spell, I cheated to prove a point to him. Confessed the same night and felt awful. H took it all in and loved the guilt I felt. He was acting like I was such a bad person for what I did, while he was seeing someone else all along.
Whatever you do right now will not work. You've done it all. I'm jealous though - I want my H to love me as much as you love your W.
