On the verge of a meltdown.

[harpo]

Dim light at the end.

Have had a couple encounters with W that I refused to be pulled into. I took strongers advice and just let her know my position and left it at that remained calm and retreated."Holy cowturds batman",it worked.last few days she has rather "earthly" so to say.she actually called me out of the blue while @ the pool with the kids and asked If I would like to join them.I also had a chat with her because I was concerned with S12 as he confided in me saying he wasn't happy about the co-worker(guy)she was hanging out with.he told me he was worried something was going on.I have to admit also I was bothered by it. so I had to inquire.she informed me it was nothing,and if it was really bothering everybody she would stay away.apparently S14 had already confronted her on it also.she also let me know she wasn't
the least bit interested in anyone else.which put me at ease a tad.

she also thanked me for spending time with them.
she was glad we were actually talking.I thanked her for letting me.I also told her I thought it was good for the family in general and she agreed.I also had a brief moment of weakness.there she was looking so hot,in a bikini and my libido just screaming.I asked her about a date night.she actually thought about it for a few moments,and then said she had some anger issues to take of first.I told her I understood.she still seems to be angry that I refuse to move out.sorry I am not giving in on that one.I didn't tell her that though.
I'll just have to step back and keep up with what I am doing as it seems to be working.at least I pray it is.we shall see.

God Bless