What does he want?

[cantbreathe]

Thanks Jeff. I really appreciate it.

Today, I think I am experiencing some backlash from last night. He's very uncommunicative today. I think he upset that I cuddled up to him in the night. I don't know if it's because I woke him or touched him. Maybe neither. This morning I apologized if I woke him. I told him I was having trouble sleeping (bad hip)and was lonely. I told him it makes me feel bad when he jerks away. He said he was sorry. Still, things feel very tense today.

I am a fixer and I am trying to have patience. I am trying to tell myself that these moods don't necessarily have to do with me and that they are not all my fault. It's just heart wrenching.

In addition - I just got a notice for the landlord that pretty much confirms that the house we rent is in the beginning stages of foreclosure. This is stress we just do not need on top of everything else. I'm afraid he will think its just one more reason our life sucks.