doodles, I keep thinking about going forward with the sep agreement too. Mainly for the fact that I don't want to appear as if I make empty threats, and then if we do get D at least the sep is already in place and the waiting period will be in effect. My main hesitation is that I really don't feel like spending more $$ on this whole sitch. I am paying the money up front for the sep and he is suppose to reimburse me, but getting it wil be difficult as you can see.
Funny we are walking the same paths b/c tomorrow I'm having dinner with an old guy friend too and I know he is interested but I still can't stopping thinking about other guy. The guy I'm meeting actually looked me up on facebook, haven't spoken in about 6 yrs. Will be interesting. There are things about him wrt to cheating that I know so I'm really not interested in him. I just want to go hang out though and to be treated with respect.
Yea, its good that he texted me out of the blue. I kinda knew he would have. That's why I deleted his # so that I won't get tempted and beat him to it. I really don't want to be chasing after no guy anymore so I do want him to do the pursuing. Maybe he will (I wish) but most likely he won't. Disappearing like that really means that he's just not that into me so I leave it alone. Don't know if I will respond to him. After all his text said he just wanted to say hi. Didn't really say to contact him. Will see how I feel.
With all fairness though, I was thinking that since H and I have been talking again I do know that he's been making an effort and has been coming through for me several times in these past weeks, but his little jolts of disrespect just gets to me. And I know he does it on purpose too.
