I try so hard to not focus on him and her and what they are doing however the last few days I have come to the conclusion they are living together (he said he lived on his own alone) and I am having a hard time dealing with it...The lies are astronomical and I am at the point that I don't know what to believe anymore when he talks to me. Last night I actually questioned our whole marriage and whether he ever loved me...I had the last 3 days off of work and a very idle mind which isn't a good thing.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
