with certainty/focus/love/faith and your path will be clear. Don't look in the rear view mirror to see where to go. Moving forward for you is good, forward is not a straight line. Forward is just not here. You are not alone, you are not the first down this path, and you will survive but you must take the steps by yourself. You can handle it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.