I feel like that too Orich. Its so hard battling on, trying to stay detached, look happy, when inside you`re screaming and don`t even know whether the marriage will survive or not.
With that said, DBing definitely takes you to a better place anyhow and a better foundation for separation if it has to happen.
I do hope you an line up some fun escapes for you. Something that takes you out of the house that you enjoy doing. Or at the very least get to indulge in some of your fav pursuits at home. Yes, I know it can be hard to concentrate on stuff right now but your head needs a break from this.
