Healing my Heart part 7

[fightingirish]

Haven't been on alot... busy and just tired overall.

H hardley has been working so right now the stress level is high. The kids though are enjoying him being home, me however is ready to pull my hair out.

I seriously don't think that I will ever be able to keep this man happy. I just can't do enough for him really. He has been home for 3wks and hasn't worked. So i was hoping that he would help me out a bit with stuff.. nope. I actually got really angry with him the other day, I had gone food shopping and he was on the couch. First off I would normally be alone and be taking the packages in myself, but this time I said no way... I told him to get off his behind and bring them in. He did it begrungdely (sp??).

I know he's upset about there being no work, we haven't see it so bad, but he doesn't stop with the complaining about what he isn't getting from me. UGGGGGG....

I really have been asking myself what am I doing here?? I am used to him not being here, and used to being alone, and now I think all that time everything is backfiring because he is trying to dictate how I do things etc, and I am really getting mad about it.

ok enough.. Just had to get that out. Hopefully work will come in...