It's a rough situation to be in. It makes me feel very lonely. I work pretty much alone, and then I come home and feel like I am alone again. There is the kids, of course. They do make it somewhat easier, but as much as I love being with them, they can't give me exactly what I need right now. It is difficult for me to go out with friends during the week because I have to get up at 4 in the morning to go to work, and weekends are still full of family things. I posted earlier how much I like going to the gym. It is so uncomfortable being around her right now that getting away from her feels better. Strange how I am fighting for my marriage with her and I don't like being with her. We are at least going to retro. I have such high hopes for the weekend. I hope I am not setting myself up, but I have read that even for people who do not remain together aftr it, it makes the pending separation and divorce somewhat easier.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
