So I could not take certain things anymore. I dropped my W as a friend on FB, didn't want to see anymore pics of her or OM tagged, or whatever else would come up. So, that made me out to be the biggest A-hole to ever live. Whatever, I need to have my space and there are certain things in life that I may be able to accept, but that does not mean that I need to see them or have them placed in front of my face. On top of that, I had her telling me that she had problems with people that I was having contact with, you know what, it is my life now. You chose this path, and now you want to change it's direction, hope you have a big ass chain saw to cut down some of the trees that lie in the path you want it to go, because currently, it has a turn in it that you had failed to see. The turn has alway been there, not my fault that you never saw it W!.......Sorry people, just venting. I know that you have all felt this, or you would not be here reading it. Feel free to add your input. I love to read it, whatever it is!
I have to edit. I am still not against saving my marriage. I know the papers have been filed, but I love her very much, and miss her. I have two kids, who I would give my (fill in the blank) to allow them to have their uninterrupted life back to where it used to be pre-bomb. I am falling further away each day, but have not lost all hope!
