Bigjohn, I understand what you wrote completely. There are rimes when I catch a glimpse of who my W uses to be. It is those glimpses that help me to hold on to hope. What I am learning now is not to cling to that hope as a lifeline, but rather continue to do what I can for my own life keeping in mind that there still is a chance, and that would be great. However, I have to come to the realization that I will be fine no matter what. It is a difficult thing to detach, but in the circumstance I am in now it is necessary.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
