When you find yourself looking back on your R and M be careful that you aren't re-writing some of it yourself. I'm not saying you won't notice things, just remember that his flaws were ok at some point. Doesn't mean they weren't real or that you may not choose some of those qualitites in the future.
I'm glad you've had the chance to get out and have some fun. It's always good for the heart and soul.
Sounds like you're doing ok all things considered. How's D4 been? Well, I hope.