I've come full circle #26

[kat727]

Nice to have a few hours to myself. I did laundry, dishes, shampooed the living room carpet, scooba'd the bathroom and kitchen. Thought all was good until my dad threw in his 50 cents today and said that I really needed to clean a specific room. That he couldn't live in my house the way it is and if he were Bryan he would have left too.

I said well he should have gotten off his fat @ss and done something about it rather than not do anything until I got home. I think he is trying to get me mad to motivate me, but I also told him, you wanted me to get over it and deal with it right then, but I couldn't until I was ready. I know I have issues holding on to things as I come by being a pack rat naturally but then I need to Let Go. I am trying to face the why of that now. So maybe the house won't be perfect now but it will start to be as I am letting go bit by bit.

kat