Today was a good day for myself. I got to come home early from work to find out that one of the books arrived db. I have been reading and about half way already.

The pain of loneliness is here though. As I miss my kids and wife and have to urge to text or call her. But I'm trying to resist right now and decided to write on here instead.

I will call some friends to see if they want to hang out for now. Been home alone too all day need to get out.


Me:27
W:24
S:2
D:9 months
M:3 years
Together for 8 years
Bombed : 6/11/09
Moved out: 6/27/09
Found out about her affair 9/7/09
(she started her's at 6/25/09)
Begged n plead 7/25/09
started DB 8/17/09