It is actually scary how similar his new life is to our old one. He moved to London for a year and i think realised it wasn't all that he thought it would be - he admitted that to me once.
Let's hope he does connect the dots. His new life is never going to be as great as the one we shared. We had so much fun, right up till that summer and his then new job. Even when he was ill we shared some of our best times together.
I think that he is realising I wasn't all that bad now. I don't know what he had built up in his head. It has taken me quite a while to realise I am not all that bad too.
