Hey, just wanted to let you know something pretty key here....you aren't dead....I know it feels like dying, or what you might imagine it feels like, but you aren't dead, you aren't even dying.
Look. The tide is turning here. Yes, own your pain, but sort through it. Then when the time is right, let it go. My H STILL pisses me off. I still want to react and sometimes I do. A girl can only change so much, you know? BUT don't be so engrossed in the pain this has caused you miss other key signs....
Her sending you the information about the job is HUGE.
So, here's the 10 million dollar question: Are you interested in the job?