I think most of us saw through her smokescreen, but you wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt which is admirable.

So don't beat yourself over it. MLC makes people CRAZY. But it is HER problem not yours.

Keep to yourself and live. Go out and take a deep breath. Notice the blue sky and what it's like to just live.

It took me awhile to get to that point, but when I did, it was as if my gray life suddenly sprang back into color. Keep doing what you want to do.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER