I don't like the feelings of anger and rage as it has never been me and will be glad when I can overcome it to an extent.
The townhouse I am after, I am still waiting to hear if I can have our dog and cat with us. Landlords here aren't all that fond of pets. That is the other thing, H can walk away free no ties, nothing holding him back, whereas I have all these other living things relying on me for their protection and housing.
Oh well, here we go for another day. I can't thank you all enough for being there and will look at yoga once I get myself settled in a house.
Oz It isn't fair. We didn't talk at all last night, apart from him saying Hi when he walked in the door and asking if the prowler had been back. I sat staring at him for a while, he was asleep as usual and wondered just really what has happened in his head that we are at this point. Not that I will ever work that out.
