Thanks guys. Shoot I've been ready to move on and the man keeps sucking me back in or I keep getting myself sucked back in.
Kat, I think tha tis what scares me, I want my changes to be permanent and it scares me that they're not yet. I was thinking that I too am reverting back to the same old ways of having him hurt and let me down and then fighting about it and the cycle goes over again. I want no need to set my boundaries. I don't want to be that woman who is disrepected anymore and just takes it. That's why I'm dong the nc today and tomorrow maybe. I need to get my head together again. My heart is taking over and I can't think clearly I feel. I don't want to get sucked back in and I certainly don't want to take his disrespect. I know disrespect breeds disrespect and that is why we are where we are today.
