Was just trying to catch up with ONE day of your thread (2 pages AGAIN!!!! LOL!)
I think you are indeed better off without H reading that email. It would have been a backslide... back to old MB. So, good that you removed it!
I also have trouble sometimes staying focused, getting pulled in all different directions by people I talk to, stuff I read, etc... etc... everybody seems to have a different opinion! Then I lay awake at night trying to come up with what I should really do, which I then do, I sleep, wake up in the morning and I change my mind again!!! Drives me crazy!
But bottomline is to stay the course! Keep being new MB! It seems like H likes new MB, so keep showing yourself to him!
