I began reading DR right now and thats when I decided to stop beging him back. I am going to stop washing his clothes and doing my wifely duties. He is so mean right now it's unreal. Yesterday he called me only because he needed something and I was very brief with him. I go in my room and stay out of his way. I am not going to talk to him unless he talks to me. The other night he got ready to go out at 11:00 PM and when I saw him he says it's not what it looks like and I know it looks bad but it's business. I found out later he was DJing at a club. Which I really don't understand he is 38 years old and doing that. If he doesn't want me why does he care what I think. Today has been a real bad day for me. Thinking of asking the Dr. for some anti-depresants. I decided not to go through his pockets and cell bill because it just seems to make me more crazy.
